I really want to buy Remember Me, but The Last of Us is coming out too…..gaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes, I know I already have too many games to play but come onnnn. 

Sorry. It’s either me whining about something or singing a damn song. I don’t sing well though. Ha. I have no idea what happened to the voice I used to have in elementary or middle school, but it’s gone now.

Ugh, I miss music.

Planning for Sept.

I finally finished portal 2 :D well the single player part, but I finished it! HA!!

….hmm well that joy was short-lived, now I have to plan out what I have to finish in September. I’m pushing both RDR and Fallout: NV out of that plan, and adding possibly Dead Island or Penumbra: Black Plague to the finishing table.

So my plan for September:

  • Finish Dead Island, or
  • Penumbra
  • Start Bioshock

That list seems easy enough, right? I thought so, until I received Sleeping Dogs from gamefly this past week. I also downloaded The Walking Dead, Ep. 1 & 2, because of PS+. I believe the guilt that I bought from this last summer Steam sale has made me not want to play them. I usually hate planning things out, because I can never completely follow through with it. My procrastination and passive-aggressiveness have to be set aside so I can get this done. I’m tired of looking at my Steam account and seeing the games I haven’t finished or even played yet. And, I don’t even want to talk about my 360 pile. I know, I know…I’m a horrible gamer. 

Oh, and I completed my review for Resident Evil: Chronicles HD. It’s posted on Darkstation: http://darkstation.com/reviews/resident-evil-the-umbrella-chronicles/

If anyone wants a 75% off Steam coupon for Portal 2, I’ve got one in my inventory so let me know. Good until 09/14.

So, tharrrrrrr is my plan.

Yep. Apparently, I went part-pirate there. 

Random #29?9(8

I have no idea how I go without talking most of the day. I’m usually way too loud when I get home and since I’ve had some coffee and a Monster, my brain is too wired to just sit here. So, I’ve decided to draw something… unfortunately, it wasn’t something useful. 

Yep….so I need to be more social at work. -_-

Four

Celebrating our 4th anniversary, woot! Didn’t think he’d deal with my crap for this long. It might be because I’m buying him CS:GO when it comes out. Hmm..yep. Anyway, he’s challenged me to Super Smash Bros and Mario Party on n64.

Averted a near catastrophe during the recording of the Darkcast this morning when Audacity randomly froze up and shut down. I was able to safely recover my recording and start breathing again. I updated everything and tested it, so it’s good to go for the next recording. 

I’m planning on starting up Bioshock in a few days. I’ve finished up my midterms and have some time to get this done. However, I’ll be leaving for Boston this next Sunday and I’m sort of nervous so I’ll have my zombies on a plane movies ready to go. I’ll be watching Flight of the Dead on my first flight to Atlanta then Quarantine 2 for the rest of the way. I have to be there by 0345 :|

I still haven’t played much of my game pile, except Super Power 2 and I attempted to play RDR on 360 but my 360 froze up twice. I sort of want to buy RE:ORC but I might just wait for RE6. I canceled my pre-order for Silent Hill: Book of Memories since Downpour seems to be a bit disappointing. I love Silent Hill but I don’t know, I might still get it later on this year. Now, I’ve got to buy another Vita game for this trip. Maybe riiiiiiidge racer? 

Broken.

Here begins another completely random thought:

I nearly forgot how I broke my hand years and year ago until today. One of those driving moments when you’re stuck in stop and go traffic, when you suddenly remember something. *Sorry, I have these moments a lot because I had an accident a while back that kind of screwed with my memory.

More of the memory came back when I found the person involved in the incident on FB. Anyway. My left thumb was left double-jointed because of the broken hand incident. I was 8 and hanging out with my next door neighbor who was 11 or 12. There was this game where you’d stand back to back and interlock arms, then attempt to flip the other person. Ha! So, when I was unsuccessful in making said flip, I fell full force on my hand while moments later my friend landed on me. Apparently, the extra weight of my friend snapped my hand and thumb away from each other. I picked up my hand and she immediately freaked out.

So we waited about an hour until I couldn’t take the pain in my hand and we devised a plan….well I devised a plan. I would tell my mom that I fell and my friend saw me afterwards, but when we got to my mom, my friend blurted out “its my fault, I’m so sorry.” I kept shaking my head no as my mom gave me the look that she knew it was my idea but yelled at my friend anyway. So 4 hours waiting at the er, a lecture and a cast later, I was grounded and had no tv privileges for 2 weeks. 

TL;DR: Broken hand at 8, double-jointed thumb at 29. Neighborhood friend took the blame.

I have no siblings but I was hell enough for 2 or 3. My mom constantly reminds me that it’ll be worse when I have kids. One day, I’ll probably prove her right. The same neighbor also taught me how to ride my bike, since my mom worked all the time to support us. 

Decaf.

I don’t think I can completely give up on caffeine. I’m not a nice person when I’m off of it. I usually am not a great morning person anyway but I can work well on little to no sleep with a small cup of coffee. Today was not that type of day, but it was my idea to volunteer so I’ll just stfu about that. 

So we had to call a plumber today for the leak and there went the rest of our gaming budget for the next few months. There’s some damage but it should be better after replacing the sheetrock. Our shower works, but I won’t have ME3 next month or even Reckoning. 

I need to get back into playing Shank 2, the review is due pretty soon and I’d like to finish the game so I can play Shank 1 a little to compare more. I got Shank 1 thanks to the Humble Indie Bundle 4. Downloaded some 3D software and will see if I can make some interesting projects for class. Passing one class well and the other not so well, but it’s still the beginning of the semester. 

Today has definitely been a day full of randomness and now I can finally attempt to go to sleep without the constant dripping of the leak. 

It’s candy day tomorrow. In my mind, its ME3 demo day. Happy ME3 demo/Twisted Metal Day to you all. 

End it on this.

Title inspired by No Doubt.

More games to buy. Fuck. Attempted to play some of the demos on our ps3, like The Darkness II. Playing Shank 2 for review. 

I use “random” a lot as my blog titles, because I forget to think of something better. I leave it to the end of my posts and forget about it. I am really random in real life, which gets me in trouble at work. We’ve recently made up a story about a flying panda after our drive over to the offside job. This was asked “Do pandas fly? Like bamboo to bamboo.” That was after 5 hours of overtime and scanning the store. See, random.

I saw a FB status from a friend of mine say that she’s venturing on the creepy side of YouTube. I’ve been stuck on YouTube a lot these past few weeks for hours at a time, because I keep clicking on the videos listed under “suggestions” and end up going from dash cams to watching a cat barking like a dog to hood fights. Don’t click on it. It’ll take over your afternoon. 

My 3rd zombie ebook is doing good with 355(?) downloads, which brings the total download count for all 3 ebooks to: 3907. That is amazing, thank you guys for reading and downloading. Wow :)

Listless

“Listless” reminds me of the deadjournal/livejournal/myspace era, with the little apathetic emoticon. 

I wish I could stop all the thoughts rushing through my head. The things I regret doing, not doing, saying, not saying, moments of clarity, lying. Unbridled thoughts of unfinished words and memories clouding my mind as I try to sleep, read, listen, talk, live. I can’t erase, or evade them. I forget the good memories that I once held dear and close. I can’t even remember how her/his voice or laugh sounded like. I think my brain was installed haphazardly. 

Peanut butter & jelly??

I don’t know what that title means, but my coworker randomly said it. I know I said I shouldn’t post anything while at work, but I’m on my lunch break :)

For the past two years, I’ve been on the search for an out of state job but to no avail. I’ve been told that I don’t get call backs because I’m not in that state yet. Well yeah I know, that’s why I’m applying for a job first.

So I’m trying again, and I’m hoping that once I get viable experience here, I can get something and we can get away from Texas.

Anyway, I hope you all are having a great Tuesday.

Random update

Today is a bad day to have had no sleep. A decent sized clusterfuck waited for us to get to work; however, it has been devoided of fuck and clusters. Had a less than interesting chat with a, I suppose now former, friend of mine yesterday. Hence the dramatic post last night, I had to delete it since tumblr kept going down. So I’m hoping for a better afternoon, evening or something, I hope you all are having a good Monday.

EDIT: I normally don’t post anything when I’m at work, because I’d get this as a post. Sorry guys. I had a nice drive home and didn’t feel as badly. I looked on the bright side, which I hardly ever do. I appreciate you guys for being there.